My favorite sidekick is 33 inches tall, weighs 29 lbs, has blonde locks, piercing blue eyes and calls me mommy… The sweetest sound I’ve EVER heard.🙏🏻 Holding Lennox’s hand is one of the best feelings in the entire world. His soft little palm in mine, squeezing tight as we walk down the street. I don’t always get to hold his hand. Sometimes he pulls away and wants to walk on his own, strut his stuff. I let him if we’re not on the sidewalk and somewhere he can safely roam. Honestly, it breaks my heart! I want to always hold Lennox’s hand! I don’t want him to get bigger. I don’t want him to pull away from me or stop cuddling. Sometimes I wish I could freeze time. I wish he could stay this young forever. But that’s not realistic, and at the end of the day I want the world for him. I want my sweet little boy to always laugh with such vigor and a zest for life. He is the happiest human being I know and I pray that it always stays this way. As Lennox grows older and has disappointments along with victories, my wish for him is to remain as joyous and spirited as he is today. I hope to guide him along this journey in a way that he will always stay true to himself and never settle for less… And then I have to let all my wishes go and trust in something bigger than I am.
Thank you, God for blessing me with such a sweet baby boy. Thank you for making me a mommy and thank you for joining my soul with Lennox. I’ve never felt more blessed as I do right now in this moment.
So much love,