I can’t believe it’s been a year since you’ve been gone. I can’t believe I’m even typing this. We miss you, Stan. Every day. People said it would get easier and some days I think it is, but other days it’s not at all. I’m still so very sad. Everywhere I go I think of you. Our neighborhood, walks, hikes, car trips. Oh Stanley, I love you.
Lennox asks about you occasionally and I hope he will remember you as he gets older. I don’t cry anymore (in front of Len) when we talk about you. I’ve gotten much better at it. I’ve tried explaining that you’re in heaven and that’s what his mimics back to me, but of of course he doesn’t understand. He just knows that he can’t see you. Breaks. My. Heart. 💔 Sophie seems to be doing really well. I think she loves the attention. 🙄 But I’m sure she’s lonely and that breaks my heart, too. We’ve thought about getting her a friend but I don’t think I’m ready. You were the best big brother to her, Stanley. Thank you for loving Sophie so incredibly much.
I love you. I miss you. I hope you’re running around a beautiful field, eating a million treats and a million snuggles.
🐶🙏🏻🐶🙏🏻🐶🙏🏻
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