Looking into these baby blues… You know when you meet someone new and you feel like you’ve met them before, but you can’t put your finger on it? Well, when I look into these blue eyes, these bright blue sparkling eyes, I can’t help but ask, “where do I know you from?” It’s almost as if Lennox and I have experienced another lifetime together. I’m not going to go deep into questioning past lives or reincarnation or even religion for that matter- I’m not sure exactly what I believe, but what I do know, is that the bond and connection I have to this little boy is stronger and more fierce than anything I’ve ever experienced. I feel a very similar connection to my husband. I look at him and think pretty much the same thing. But after growing a human being inside my body for over nine months, 37 weeks and 2 days to be exact, the bond and connection I feel is so intense it sometimes blows my mind… It feels as if Lennox is another body part, one of my limbs. I know that my heart definitely beats for him and he has given me the most incredible purpose in life. I guess I’m feeling very reflective as I sit in my mom’s kitchen. Watching my son grow along with seeing my parents get older is definitely a mindfuck (I’m sorry if that offends you- just being real). Two opposite ends of the spectrum and both needing similar attention from me at the moment. It’s a lot, but I’m just grateful that I’m able to help out in some way… Enough about that! Staying grateful🙏🏻🦋🌷
Have a wonderful day and thanks for reading my “reflective” thoughts! Ha!
Xoxo
Amy
Wow! Amy, this really put a lump in my throat. Like I said last time, your blog is great, and reading all about your mother hood is really inspirational.
I know what you mean, it’s like a soul mate connection like no other!!
It’s even more intense now as day by day it’s getting easier with my boy.
Thanks again for being so open.
🙏🏻 Thank you. And Thank you for reading.